Sims 4 Story : Hate That I Love You

Chris caresses Faith's arm and leans closer. She closes her eyes as soon as his lips touch hers. She twitches when his hands lower onto her thighs.
“Don’t be afraid of me,” Chris whispers. “I really do love you.”
He reaches for her hand and interlocks his fingers into hers. Affection glows in his eyes as he leans closer and kisses her again. He pushes his pillows aside and slowly guides her to lie down on his bed. He tucks a lock of her hair behind her ear and gazes into her eyes. She covers her eyes with her hands.
“Stop looking at me like that,” Faith mumbles nervously.

He lifts her hands away and kisses her again. He slowly slips his tongue, but Faith pulls back and covers her mouth with her hand.
“I, umm, never done that before,” Faith hesitates and has trouble maintaining eye contact.
“It’s alright,” Chris smiles while pulling her hairband, letting go of her hair.
He holds onto her waist and lowers his lips onto her neck, kissing her soft and gentle and gradually getting his lips down towards her chest. He eases down the strap to her dress and bra. She covers herself when the bra is unhooked.
“Trust me, dear,” Chris breathes as he removes her bra, exposing her. “You’re perfect.” He sits back up and removes his shirt. He continues to move his tongue lower and slides her panties down her long silky leg. He kisses her thighs softly and slowly goes in between her legs. Faith covers herself.

“I'm a virgin, Chris. What if I do everything wrong?” Her eyes are glistening.
“Hey, hey, hey,” Chris caresses her cheeks, calming her down. “There is no wrong here. Like I said, you’re perfect.”
Faith nods.
Chris shrugs off his jeans and boxers and hugs her tight. He kisses her neck again. “I’ll do it slow, alright?” Chris whispers to her. He moves in slowly, pausing every time Faith flinches and moans in pain.
She feels Chris pulling away slowly. “You’re bleeding, Faith,” Chris says in a worried tone.
Faith wraps her leg around him, making him fall onto and into her again. "Just do it," she says, sensing his hesitation.

He moves slowly but whenever she sucks in a breath, he wishes that he could take the pain away from her. He pulls her close as she nestles into him while he strokes her hair.

I can't believe she shared her body with me. I should feel victorious. Instead, I feel like shit.

Chris grabs a tissue nearby and wipes his fluid off from Faith’s abdomen.
“Will I get pregnant?” Faith asks, looking at him wiping her.
“You won’t, silly,” Chris laughs. “I didn’t release it in you. I pulled it out in time.” He puts his boxers on and pulls his hand out. “Come here, let's wash up.” Faith pulls Chris’ hand and sits herself up on the bed.
“I need to cover myself,” Faith looks at him. “I can’t walk out to the toilet naked!”
Chris laughs and took out his shirt for her.

Chris takes the shirt off Faith. “Get in the shower and wait for me.” He pulls down his boxer. He walks towards Faith, staring at her. He can’t seem to take his eyes off her sexy figure. Faith is tall with long legs. Even though her assets are still developing, her perky bottom makes him want her more.

I think I’m falling deeper in love.

“You head in first,” He turns on the shower and reaches for the soap. “I’ll leather the soap on you and clean you first, alright?” Faith nods.

Faith can’t ignore the way Chris leather the soap onto her. His gentle touch and the softness of his hands are too contradictory to his personality. He doesn’t seem to mind rubbing away all her dried-up blood on her.

Chris’ hand slowly slides in between her from the back and gently rubs her. Faith flinches and felt his erection next to her. He gently kisses her neck underneath the shower.

“Give me yours, again, Faith,” Chris whispers to her ears.

Faith nods her head and waits for Chris’ next move. She doesn’t know what to do. Chris holds on to her hips from her back. Faith bends down a little, inviting him, and holds onto the shower pole. Chris pauses suddenly deep in thought.

This view of her is something I can never stop thinking about now. Damn, she’s beautiful.

He spreads her legs a little and gently put his in. Chris sees her inhale as she grabs harder onto the pole. “Is it still hurting?” Chris asks. Faith shakes his head. Chris moves slowly again and hears her faintly moaning. He smiles at the sound of her moaning.

Chris dries her up.
“You better dress up now because I can’t handle myself looking at you from now on.”
Chris kisses her cheeks and Faith giggles. Faith is still in disbelief that she just shared herself with Chris. Faith is found to be staring into blank space multiple times while dressing up.

“Babe, are you alright?” Chris looks at Faith that doesn’t seem to be responding to him. “Babe… Babe… Babe?”
Faith blinks rapidly and shakes her head, reluctantly answering him. Something about her doesn’t seem right. She seems to lose all sense of time and space.
“Hey, hey,” Chris leans towards her and holds onto her hand. “I love you.”
Faith is back to herself again and blushing. “I love you too.”

“But it’s almost seven o’clock!” Faith’s eyes widen when she glances at her phone. “Dad hasn’t called or texted me yet. I really need to go before he does.”
“I’ll book you a cab, babe,” Chris reaches for his phone. “You have enough to pay for your cab fare?”
“Yes, I do,” Faith replied while touching her bag to find the mould of her purse.

As usual, Marc is at the lounge waiting for Faith to come home.
“Hey dad, sorry I’m home late,” Faith kisses Marc on his cheek. “Peak hour in town was crazy.”
“Should have asked me to fetch you,” Marc says.
“It’s alright dad,” Faith finding an excuse. “I shared the cab with Nina, and we made like two stops to get some things for school before heading to her place.”
Marc mumbles in acknowledgement.

As soon as she reaches her room, she messages Chris.
Hey darling, I’m home. Saved from dad. I’m heading to shower now. Talk to you later.

Chris replies:
But WE just showered 😉

Faith giggles at his reply.

As soon as she is finally alone, it finally hits her.

I just lost my virginity to someone who is not yet my husband. Someone that I knew for a little bit over three months. I still can't believe Chris and I did it. I don't regret a single minute of it, but I still don't believe it. What happens if he leaves? What happens if he gets tired of the same person and decides to find someone else? He was a Casanova. He could still be.

Faith stares at her naked reflection and then covers herself with her hands. The memory of her making love with Chris is replaying in her head. The way Chris touched her was so pure and gentle. She found herself wanting more.

But it isn’t solely about wanting more. At the back of her mind, she wouldn’t want Chris to be doing it with anyone else. She is afraid that a day without meeting him, would end him up in bed with someone else.

Faith skips school every time Chris starts work at six in the afternoon. They would spend time with each other in bed from morning till they had to get up to get ready before Yvonne comes home.

They are head over heels for each other.

Faith is back at school on a Friday only for her Design and Technology test.
“Hey, Faith!” Nina walks towards Faith. “Are you feeling better?”
“Huh?” Faith suddenly remembers the lie she told Nina about not coming to school. “Oh yeah, I’m feeling much better now.” She then fakes a cough.
“I’ve missed you!” Nina hugs her. “Wanna hang out after school today?”
“Oh, I need to head home straight after,” Faith lies, again. “My mum needs me to help her with the groceries.”

“Alright everyone, settle down,” directs Mr Thompson as he stands at his desk, with a stack of papers in his hands, looking at the students. “This paper will start exactly at 10am. Write your name and date as soon as you receive the paper. Do not start until I tell you to do so. You have ninety minutes to finish the paper. However, if you think that you are so darn clever and manage to finish the paper fast, you may hand in the paper and go.”


This paper is too easy.

Faith finishes her paper in only 40 minutes. She hands in her paper and straight out the door. Faith glances at her watch. She wants to reach home fast because no one was at home. She planned to steal. She is broke. So broke that she almost couldn’t afford her trip home by public bus.

As soon as she reaches home, she runs all the way up to her parents’ room and slowly opens all drawers, wardrobe and any storage boxes to find any money lying around. It isn’t a good find as she got only $18 in total. She goes back and opens the wardrobe again. This time she opens Zaily’s jewellery box and takes two gold necklaces. She closes everything and ensures that everything looks untouched.

She goes straight out of the house.
“Excuse me, how much can I get for these necklaces?” Faith asks the pawn shop’s owner. She takes both necklaces and weighs them individually.
“$460 for this and $1200 for this,” The owner says pointing at the necklaces accordingly.
“Deal, I’ll take those amounts,” without hesitation, Faith takes that money and leave.

Having almost $2000 at 13 felt like a millionaire to many teenagers. She isn’t thinking of the consequences. Nothing was in her mind, except:

He’s going to be thrilled knowing how much I have.

 “Where is Faith?” Marc asks Zaily.
Zaily had an off day at work. What better time than spending her off days with two of her little children.
“She told Farrell she has a remedial class today after school,” Zaily says. “He took the school bus home without her. I thought you knew?”
“It’s seven in the evening now. How can it still be a remedial class?”
“Did you call the school?”
“I thought she won’t play this kind of stunt since I warned her about calling the school. Anyway, it is already seven, I don’t think the school is still open.” Marc closes the door behind him.

I kissed him...




I KISSED HIM

Those three words have been on replay in her mind since she left Chris’s place for home. She had been touching her lips in shock. She gave away her first kiss to Chris.

Her phone beeps. She reaches into her pocket and finds a few messages from Chris.
Babe, tell me when you reach home, alright?
Babe, are you there?
Babe? Are you alright?

I’m fine. I wanna take a nap first. I’ll text you when I reach home.
She replied.

Chris’ house isn’t as huge as Faith’s but it is three storeys high.
Faith goes in and isn’t greeted by anyone. Faith scans through his place. It feels empty. Not because there is no one at home but because Chris’s place has very limited furniture.

“Is anyone home?” Faith asks.
“I think my brothers are,” Chris says. “But make yourself at home. They don’t really go out of their room unless they are hungry or going out.”
“What about your parents?”
“I think they are not home yet, just come in.”

Faitherine Swan

“Farrell, Faith!” Zaily yells from the kitchen. “Have you done packing yet? I told you kids to pack two days ago! See what I mean? I told you so!”

For Faith, there is too much to pack! Luckily, she isn’t the type that wears too much makeup. However, her hair straightener, her toiletries, and her clothes overfitted her bag.
“Mum, I need another extra bag please!”


“We are going to leave in 15 minutes,” Zaily shouted. “And if both of you are not ready by then, we are going off without you two.”
“Aww, Mum!” Faith and Farrell sighs.
“Cess, take the white bag in my closet and pass it to your sister,” Zaily says.
“Faith, we are not going on a holiday you know!” Cess teases.
“Shut up!” Faith shouts across the hall.


They reached the chalet and starts unpacking.
“Babe, where are you?” Faith calls Chris.
“Hey, sweetie. I’m at the hospital right now. A close friend of mine was involved in an accident.” Chris says.
“Oh my god is he alright?”
“Luckily he walked away with only a scratch. I’ll be there tonight, is that okay?”
“Of course, it is fine, babe.”

They hang up.

Seems like the day is going to feel longer than usual.


“Boo!” Nadia surprises Faith.
“Oh my god, Nad!” Faith hugs Nadia. “I miss you so much!”
“I miss you too! Oh, you know what kinda session we are gonna have later. . .”
“Boys talk!” Both screams.


"I've got something to tell you," Faith blushes.
Katrina, Nadia’s mother, walks in.
“You, kitchen and you, table, now.” She appoints Nadia and Faith to each task.
“Muuum!” Nadia sighs. “We’ll talk when Yani arrives!”
Nadia and Faith wink at each other and drag themselves to set up the food before the party.


At about 9PM, Faith receives a text from Chris.
“Hey Sweety, wanna meet me now?”
“Oh my god, you are here already?”
“Well, yeah. Aren’t I late? Why do you sound like I’m too early?”
Faith giggles.
“Anyway, I’m at the park near the chalets with my friend.”
“Alright, I’ll be there in a minute.”


Faith finds Nadia and pulls her aside.
“What’s happening?” Nadia is shocked.
“You wanna talk about boys right?” Faith says.
“Well, yeah. But Yani went to buy some drinks and I-”
“We’ll tell her later. But now, I want to bring you somewhere.”
“Whe-” Faith drags her out.

Christopher Hamilton

“Dude, what if she’s one heck of a big ship walking here and not like what you see in her pictures?” Eric said.
“Shut up man. At least I have someone, what about you? And who cares if she’s fat?”
He is more excited than nervous about meeting Faith.
At any minute now, she would go up to him and say hello. Chris met tons of girls, but the feeling he has for Faith is different. Not because he is nervous. It was because he is afraid. He is afraid that Faith will change her mind after meeting him.


“Hey look,” Eric nudges Chris. “That’s some hot chick there. Is that her?”
Chris follows Eric’s gaze and sees a lady walking and calling out someone’s name and another blonde lady. “Which one?”
“Dude, I won’t be calling that blonde hot right? That other one, with the black sexy dress.”
“No that’s not her,” A kid then appears running towards her. “You’re sick man! That’s that kid’s mum!”
“Should I head there and ask whether she’s a MILF?”
“Fuck off man.”


“Who cares?” Eric said. “She’s dam-”
Eric diverts his gaze slowly at a girl behind Chris, “Dude, she’s behind you.”
“What? Your “hot chick” mum?” Chris rolls his eyes.
“Just turn around!”


It seems like the world just stops around them when their eyes meet.

“Umm, hi”
“Hello,” Faith giggles. “This is my cousin, Nadia”
“Oh umm, he’s Eric, my best bud.”
There is an awkward silence till, “Do you wanna sit somewhere?” Chris asks.
“Yeah, sure, anything.”


Faith’s heart was racing.
Chris and Eric lead the way while Faith and Nadia walk a few steps behind them.
“Faith, you have a lot to talk about!” Nadia whispers. “I didn’t know you have a cute guy in your life!”
“Correction, boyfriend.”
“What?” Nadia exclaims in a low voice. “You seriously have loads of things to tell me later!”

From the distance, they hear Chris’ voice.
“Oh no, no, no, you are the idiot that has to jump into that pond.”
Everything is too awkward for them.
Chris finds a seat near a pond and sits with Eric. Faith and Nadia join after.
Chris and Eric are messing with each other while Faith and Nadia just laugh at the sight of them.


Faith’s phone rings and “Mum” is reflected on her phone screen.
“Hold on, I need to take this.”

“Hey Mum,” Faith says.
“Where are you? It’s almost 10.” Zaily says.
“I’m at the park just outside the chalet’s fences.”
“We are cutting the cake now, hurry on here.”
“Alright Mum, be there soon!”


“Hey, I got to go.” Faith sighs.
“So soon?” Chris asks.
“Well, yeah, it’s my dad’s birthday and we are cutting the cake soon.”
“Text me?”
“Of course!”

Faith doesn't know how to say goodbye to him. Should she hug, or kiss? Or just plain wave?
Chris stands up and awkwardly brushes his shirt and pants off and looks at Faith.
“Umm, see you later?” Faith says.
“Uh, yeah. Uh, text me alright?”

Well, Faith does the latter.


“She’s THAT decent,” Eric says.
“How did you think she would be?” Chris rolls his eyes.

Chris takes out his phone and texts Faith.
“Baby, could you meet me again later?”
“I’ll find a way,” Faith replies.

“You seem happy,” Eric teases.
“Fuck off,”

Faitherine Swan

Faith and Nadia walk into the chalet, laughing.
“Where did you girls go?” Yani pouts. “I was finding the whole place for you till I had to ask Auntie Zaily where you both were.”
“No wonder my mum called me,” Faith says.
“Yani, this young woman has a lot of explaining to do!” Nadia pinches Faith.
“Ow, Nad!”


While the celebration is going on, Faith is planning her way to go and meet Chris.
“Earth to Faith!” Yani yells. Faith shakes her head and turns to Nad and Yani.
“Huh?”
“As I was saying, you knew him through online chatting and found out that he has tattoos so what makes you so convinced that he is what he said he is?” Yani asks.
“He sounds sincere. Like you know that your guts trust him.”
Both looks at Faith.
“What?” Faith raises her eyebrow.


“Girl, you are in looove!” Nad and Yani laugh.
“Shut up!” Faith blushed. “I don’t know yet.”

Faith looks around to make sure that no one could hear their conversation.
“Girls,” Faith whispers. “I need you to accompany me for a night cycle.”
“But why are we whispering?” Yani follows Faith’s whisper.
“I need my parents to see us going out together so that they will allow us to go for a night cycle. But I am going to meet Chris. Come back and fetch me at the pond nearby in one hour after I separated from both of you.”
“You sure about this?” Nadia asks. “Hold your phone near you and call us if he tries anything stupid.”
“Don’t worry, he won’t.”


“Dad, I’m going out for a night cycle with Nad and Yani!” Faith shouts.
“Be careful and don’t come back too late!” Marc shouts back.

“Let's go girls.” Faith winks.
"You really sure about this, Faith?" Nadia asks again.
"Nad, please?" Faith says. "I need you there."
"Oh, alright."


Faith drops off her bike when she sees Chris.

“See you, girls, later.” Faith waved to her cousins.
“Be careful, dear.” And they cycle off.


Again, her heart is pounding. She sees Chris looking at her. She smiles shyly almost tripping on her foot.

“Hey sweetie, wanna go for a walk?”